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September 18 旅行的意义工作倦了去旅行，是为了解乏；
相爱之后去旅行，是为了灿烂；
失恋时候去旅行，是为了遗忘；
毕业季节去旅行，是为了纪念；
旅行的意义不是地点本身，而是一种气氛和感觉……就像咖啡的香味，和酒精的微醉～～～
最近突然好想去欧洲，想去罗马！因为那部电影，为了一个浪漫的梦想。或许真的到了那里会失望，但是还是想去啊！今天和ZM聊天之后更加催化了我的想法，他说去欧洲旅游就像品香水！叫我如何抵挡？香芬的味道滋润鼻翼，香芬的视觉爱抚我的心灵！
想去德国看教堂喝啤酒；想去希腊的爱琴海吹吹风；想去法国街头热吻；想去英国撑伞挡雾；想去罗马走走、念念、触摸一下那里的旧墙壁……想着想着就要醉了～～～
可是，现实太残苦，金钱太现实……还是报着这个梦微笑吧！
September 08 Tragic Romance Once upon a time, I was said to have tragic romance. I was not quite sure what the exactly meaning is, but strongly felt that it was right.
I do have tragic romance. I do. Even if I know something hurts I can not help doing it and keep doing it. Because I believed, tragic process is more romantic than happy ending to a young girl around 20. So I tried my best to treasure everything and everyone in my life no matter how painful I felt.
Always keep wearing high-heel shoe, although I knew it hurt.
Always keep drinking fast, although I knew I would be drunk soon.
Always keep dreaming nice dream, although I knew it would never come true.
Maybe this is what tragic romance for---enjoy the pains, enjoy the growing pains. But recently I started to find the end of my TR. I am tired. Perhaps it's time to stop I guess. I never ever and will not regret what I did. Just don't have the courage to do it again. Don't want to keep waiting for meaningless anymore. Don't want to be angry by myself anymore. Don't want to play the non-answer guessing game anymore. I know I am not able to change anyone including myself. But I will be changed by the surrounding sometime I believe.
Can I get rid of my TR one day? Not sure, because I was born with it. It's a part of me. How to protect me from myself? It is a question! |
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